life sucks then you die.

well howdy.
i'm kinda new to this thing so my dearest apologies if something goes wrong, which totally wouldn't be suprising for someone like me.
seriously, ask anyone who knows me.
ahaha.
today has been eventful.....not.
well, i have only just got up,
because it's like, 7:10 as we speak...well type.
and as i have just got up, not many events have occured....apart from getting uo, turning on the computer, writing this....SHUT UP BRAIN, SHUT UP.
anyway, i just want to say a few thank you's and r.i.p's and such, because it's my first blog and i think this is the appropriate place.

r.i.p zig, i love you.
r.i.p hannah. i miss your smile.

now on to the lighterside,

erm....thanks to all my friends....
(:

anyways.
back to the blog (:

this last couple of months have been kind of hectic, with rehearsals and such.
the show is in 2 days, and tbh, i don't think i'm fully prepared.
i'm so scared i'll forget my words or sth,
or fall over during 'Nightmare' which wouldn't suprise me.
at least i've got my trusty knee-pads to keep me safe!
thank god i didn't give them to Tina, i'm gonna need them.
and the bit where we all run in a circle is the bit that scares me the most,
and the stage is so slippery and my jazz shoes aren't exactly helping.
but maybe i'll just spray some hairspray on the bottom and get on with life, like everyone else.
unfortunatly i don't have a life, so....


shit, im screwed.